Bad Day

I had such a horrible day today. I feel completely useless - like I can't do anything right. I think that maybe Linda would be better off without me. I just hate feeling like this. I don't do anything to help anyone. I've been there at my job since June and I'm just wasting everyone's time. I screwed something up. I had been so proud of myself because I thought I had figured out how to do it by myself but I found out today that it was completely wrong. Linda told me that if I ever have a question, it doesn't matter how busy she is. I feel horrible. I thought I had done it right but I found out that I was wrong. Everything I do at this job feels as if it's wrong. I remember when I wanted to travel around the world, no job whatsoever to speak of. Just travel around, writing and taking pictures. I have a feeling I wouldn't have screwed that up.