Communication Breakdown

I spoke with Brittnay last night and for some reason, she and Jon thought that I was coming hom the first weekend of February. I'm not sure why they thought this. I always told them that I would either be coming home the last weekend of this month or the first weekend of March. Unfortunately, miscommunication was at play here. Despite Adam telling me that Jon was going to be coming home the same last weekend in February as I was, Jon was home this past weekend and they all were able to hang out. Brittnay told me that the three watched movies at Adam's house just like we always do and they even got to meet Adam's girlfriend, someone he has kept a secret from us for a while now. I really wish this had not happened. I was looking so forward to being home and hanging out with everyone. It's nearly impossible for the four of us to get together when holidays are not involved and now I see that that's really the case. When I go home though, at least I'll be able to see Brittnay and maybe Adam. I'm trying to look on the brightside but it's hard since I was counting the days down until the four of us got to be together. I don't think my friends realize just how lonely I sometimes get.